Negative Space

from by Vida Killz

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lyrics

Verse 1:
Push me into oblivion
Where my disaster introverts
Hope when I die I finally spiral
Self destruct thru a super nova
Leave no distance
Between time and space
Geotaggin’ across the universe/
Forbidden grace
Hope when I smile
You read words I can’t say
Caught between fear and enlightenment
Autistic buddha chants for peace
It ain’t hard to hear
Just hard to see
Like I’m reduced to a fraction of self
But when you stepped into this just a fraction of self
All of my subconscious knows it’s hell
Figure 8’s sideways
As I count down to my departure
Cardiac arrested development
& My heart turned into a particle
I can’t find my sense
Nor my dearest friends
left behind to fight all of these
Holograms that haunt me/
Close my eyes still they’re daunting
Defeated again by/

hook:
All of these snakes and sheeps and wolves/
All of these shapes that steal my courage

Verse 2:
Pray you know my intents
Subtle as my lazy eye
All I could wish for,
Love letters to the child inside
Momma was a hard rock
Hiding a gem
Poppa was an equation not even
He could comprehend
I could never get comfortable
Couldn’t even sleep right
Older I grow/
More detached from my third eye
Take away these drum tracks
It’s just me speakin’ to higher frequencies
Art an advocate I never had
But uhh, we collective virus
Makin’ copies of DNA codes
To mold a more perfect whole
Well, Solo caen
Oh how I feared home,
Got lost in bottles
& I got lost in hatred
But it was all just a figment of my imagination

hook:
All of these snakes and sheeps and wolves/
All of these shapes that steal my courage

Verse 3:
Gun to my head
Evacuate my thought process
No matter where I roam
We starin’ at same sun, moon & stars
Still writin’ in pure form
Jails keep your bars/
I ain’t want none of that/
Mainstream fame
My heart’s too confused to maintain hate
Just wanna retire my moms
She’s been working since the 10th grade
& Every man she loves
Seems to leave more scars
Like kick down one’s with purest heart
‘Cuz you couldn’t get none of that/
None of that/
So bizarre how it goes
From me recording in my room
To keep my sanity/find the peace in me/
To y’all sayin’ you feelin’ it
Since you seen that untitled video/
You loved life & ain’t intent on killin’ it
No more, I pray for no more

hook:
All of these snakes and sheeps and wolves/
All of these shapes that steal my courage

credits

from Negative Space, released November 14, 2012
Produced By: Thousand Lanterns

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Vida Killz San Jose

Born and raised up inside the rhythms of San Jose’s streets. Vida Killz is no stranger to struggles. Vida works to challenge herself to be grounded in understanding the cycles of life. Having the unique gift of orchestrating words, she articulates her emotions in a way that gives a direct glimpse into her heart. ... more

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