Conversations With You Pt. II

by Vida Killz

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1.
01:37
Lately i've been wondering if i recall you correctly I mean it's just a thought i'm lost in this silence had too much time to ponder at midnight i wander around in circles up these empty streets just seeking a piece of me pray these angels within lead me towards my sanity watchin over my shoulders each word i etch breathes in and out again so self conscious in my consciousness it's appalling still aiming to fill these worldly desires maybe you comprehend seekin my purest sin time to weave these pictures til we meet again from this high up i'm sure you see me from this high up i'd love to see thee from this high up from this high up expanding my clarity to feel your presence never forgot your words every beautiful syllable you uttered silence stronger than your conviction you lived life purely from this high up i'm sure you see me from this high up i'd love to see thee from this high up
2.
01:34
exchange frames with the same rate it took to subscribe to you where my passion is new like the blue leaves that intertwine in you where I am but an ant in the vast world you calibrated leave me with breath and without breath in each incantation I seep out knowing I wouldn't exist if not without sacrifice from the holiest of holy to my ancestors I'm still mourning so many will never be seen I like to think I hold a part of them in each thought process I drink serum to my insecurities surmounting thru pressure where life is but a rose as I kiss this concrete I grew from caressing each tattered petal salvaging morning dew to rehydrate rolling thru this haze just hoping you'll guide my way and she sings and she sings follow me follow me follow me and she sings and she sings follow me follow me follow me i am but a fossil of what once was the dinosaur you seek to find worth in collecting my bones as if my marrow will give you eternal youth well thats a different type of plague what's it to you? and she sings and she sings follow me follow me follow me
3.
found God in the desert/ where she replanted my love/ took my heart to galaxy now I float as bees to these sweet flowers blossom brought up one way divided it & conquered move about this terrain with just one stuck on my brain tell me when things changed no response said my bird where it had long been lead to believe itself a loner i found God in this desert asked if she remembered heaven told her mi viejita visited me after she departed claiming there was no Son woke up hallucinating Satan after my soul so I sleep in shadows fight him at his own game whilst I keep praying
4.
01:51
blessed but I'm cursed god stole my safety big bad world running away Til I'm empty but um picture this stealing my pops gun running around with no safety on taking bets with which side of me gonna take the venom off walked up to you to see me in your eyes took a step back and realized we was one do no harm to our connection but this pain in me like nails in a coffin no lie I'm lost in sorrow uplift and rewind pause that coming of tomorrow dwindling in my fist exists a hand I can't fathom like where have I gone? these bottles don't fit me quite right drink 'em Til my blood stops swimming with this metronome there emits a portion of my infrastructure from she i was born it's just like like like like like la da da da da la la la la la it's just like la da da da daaa la la la laaaaa laaa i the concrete restricting my growth from petals torn to pieces my destiny stole grandfather owl sung me sweet melodies of how the west once a child tell me steer clear of greed watch those who follow me judas hides in sheeps cloth virgin linens disguise his cheap talk said you'll see no manifestation from sidelines see him lose his soul for what you once loved will devour you whole it's just like like like like like la da da da da la la la la la it's just like la da da da daaa la la la laaaaa laaa
5.
02:14
verse 1 I grew up with a free heart and a free mind/ shackled by all my father never did and ever did/ all at the same time/ now these words of wisdom be like words of sin/ generate a spirit from within this chaos/ she said its beauty on all sides / of this matrix / i almost lost myself there/ had to navigate through the sahara/even though my spirit called me back to the Bay, I/ found way to mingle with Los Angeles/ and since she left this plane, I/ found new ways to live through pain still/but they killing eye/ to steal my control Hook: If you feel alive/then why let them kill you/ so many speak of peace/but carry a piece/ if you feel alive/then why let them steal you/ power is the true currency/ [control your soul] verse 2 got this fire on my tongue/been growing again/picked the flower that grew hatred/ access my third sight/third eye multiple divinity/i am no one in my heart but an imagination translated into action/change direction/navigate thru traffic/ counting down 'til my oblivion/whilst I try to count these blessings push me closer to higher powers/ to feel closer to you my visions growing stronger now/ how all these demons play like angels but they killing eye/ to steal my control Hook: If you feel alive/then why let them kill you/ so many speak of peace/but carry a piece/ if you feel alive/then why let them steal you/ power is the true currency/ [control your soul]

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The leaving of this physical realm can be a gift & a curse. For some, the pains left behind from a loved one leaving can last a lifetime. For others, the freeing of their loved one from this realm can bring about peace of mind. For me, I am riddled with both.

Conversations With You is a multi-part EP project. This is installment number two of many. This EP is a bit of what has been dwelling inside me since my Grandmother exited this realm. I intend these works touch as many hearts as possible, and hopefully heal and free those whom experience this project.
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released August 31, 2013

Produced By OgT producers: JG & Faces

www.organizedthreat.com

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Vida Killz San Jose

Born and raised up inside the rhythms of San Jose’s streets.

Vida works to ground herself in the understanding that there are deeply innate cycles to life.

With her unique gift of orchestrating words, she articulates this wisdom to her listeners, and shares her emotions in a way that gives a direct glimpse into her heart.
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