Strange Disease

from by Vida Killz

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lyrics

verse 1:
it's real real quiet
but it's real real loud
as I sit here in this silence
move my thoughts around
thinkin of yesteryears
before pain fed these fears
and tore me down (down)
you could see it
joy i carried through images
unphased by this
no matter, she said
you can't keep it
no matter, she said
the leaves could say it best
move like the breeze
Til I remember that I'm blessed
swear I've got permanent heart break
who to turn to
run my mind in circles
reaching out to hold you
but this fog coats your face
loves a strange disease
makes you warm when you feel it
take it away
something like you could never heal (from it)
jogging in place
memories like
shards of glass
painted by numbers
draw your name in italics
til i scream it to this distance
from peaks of mountains
tip of my tongue
til I'm listless
i could foretell this tale
forwards and backwards
throw white flags
til they understood
the ending
but i could never stop it
our fate
destiny bittersweet
like frozen lakes
i swim up stream in
prayin to find some peace
lead me to your heaven
but would you let me in?
prayin to find some peace
lead me to your heaven
but would you let me in?

Hook:
(sing it again)
it's real real quiet
but it's real real loud
as I sit here in this silence
move my thoughts around

where you going?
I hadn't won yet
shown you all that
I was working towards

Verse 2:
they don't even answer
the phone like you
cuz they don't pick up
no call back
it's a loud darkness
clouds surround my bliss
used to calm me down
with your love
now I shed tears
for your peace
fight these demons
Til I sleep
it's like death stole
my innocence
where is my escape
chasing my tail
just to find my way
cast me into shadows
maybe God could save me
feed my shallow soul
it's too large of a void
meditative in hell
flashbacks to recall
your poise
so much life to live with out you
such a pain to let you go
"no matter," she said
"you can't keep it."
"no matter," she said
"you can't keep me."
just sing it again

Hook:
it's real real quiet (where you going)
but it's real real loud (I hadn't won yet)
as I sit here in this silence (shown you all that)
move my thoughts around (I was working towards)

credits

from Conversations With You Pt. I, released March 5, 2013
Produced By: Hanto

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Vida Killz San Jose

Born and raised up inside the rhythms of San Jose’s streets. Vida Killz is no stranger to struggles. Vida works to challenge herself to be grounded in understanding the cycles of life. Having the unique gift of orchestrating words, she articulates her emotions in a way that gives a direct glimpse into her heart. ... more

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