Conversations With You

from by Vida Killz

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I was lonely when I wrote this
zoning out to a tall can
of kerns peach
and a bag of chex mix
if its all the same
lately hasn't felt the same
don't get me wrongly
clear consciousness
freed heart
still my presence fluctuates
in and out of present tense
life is but a cold morning
with no gloves
scarf wrapped tightly
around my neck
rats nest that is my hair
draped by black beanie
waiting for my bus
staring off into no where
Til you broke my concentration
with your tense rays
that beat upon my outer layer
making my insides feel like summer
before innocence was
forsaken
juggling half a watermelon
by pool side
counting down half an hour
Til I could feel as free
as I ever will
swimming like the other side of this pool holds my future still
before my parents parted ways previous to me understanding evil
prior to my first curse word
muttered
standing there with my stomach
in my mouth
praying no one heard me
whisper into to grass
whilst I crunch these dry leaves
and recite the only words
of hypnotize I could remember
like biggie biggie biggie can't you see
see this was sometime
after I first heard the fugees
got introduced by my Tia
taught me what a cassette was
on my way home from
visiting my grandparents
stuck on repeat like
a stranger to my eyes
strumming my pain with your fingers
singing my life with your words
but since then
just been standing here
meditating thru this verse
like om is all there ever was
tap into my blood line
to feel a buzz
power within can't be
confined
so why try?
My linage has
found strength in

(You)

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from Conversations With You Pt. I, released March 5, 2013
Produced By: Vaughnilla

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Vida Killz San Jose

Born and raised up inside the rhythms of San Jose’s streets. Vida Killz is no stranger to struggles. Vida works to challenge herself to be grounded in understanding the cycles of life. Having the unique gift of orchestrating words, she articulates her emotions in a way that gives a direct glimpse into her heart. ... more

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